I figure I'll wanna look back on the build up to state so I'm blogging today.
I felt the best I've felt mentally and emotionally since my birthday last night. I was so free and happy. I was pumped for state and life was of so good. It was like I was normal again. I haven't felt normal since before the crash.
I woke up with anxiety this morning. It was kind of inexplicable because I didn't have anything to be stressed about. Things still feel really good and the stress is pretty much give now. Body's primed and ready to rock. So pumped rn.
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