My legs felt so incredible before. I was pumped. I was in a pack with a bumch of guys through 1.5 and then I lost the mental battle. A bunch of guys got by me and I sat between 4th and 6th most of the rest. Metal Effort=6. If I woulda been willing to hurt I probably coulda won. I just wanna hurt like I do in workouts. I WANNA RACE FASTER!!!!!!!! I know I have the potential. I talked to Coach Holt and he just basically told me to relax. I really like that guy. XC really brings out the best in people or the best people. I guess both. My goal for this season is to learn to love xc racing. I wanna learn to push myself to the max.
Positives: I had to kick like nothing else to get a medal. I outkicked a Richfield kid for the second year straight. That one move put us in tying position with weber and we pulled out the win in total time. Congrats to the team. You guys desereve it.
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